I LEARNT MY LESSON

Years ago waking up as early as 5 O'clock in the morning was real like hell, as soon as i woke up i started my routine as usual. coldness of the morning sure give me that feeling where i don't want to get up, but getting a shout from my mum forced me to get my ass up and take the shower (who can sleep with her voices shouting every seconds). 

Well, as a Malaysian high school student we have to wear the same piece of shit uniform everyday. In the beginning of the year i managed to have breakfast before leaving for school, prepare my books night before going to school, finish my homework at home by myself and read some notes while waiting for uncle Joe (school bus) to fetch me at home. 

Just until in the middle of the years, i skipped my breakfast, searching for my books only in the morning, copied my friends work, and get honk by uncle Joe. This time around it is him who waited me. I became lazy and only did my revise night before the exam. It became a habits to me until the awaited days for all form 5 2012 student getting near. By then there are an improvement but not much to be proud of. 

When the days of the awaited day are getting nearer the shit just got real. The pressures are high, teachers keep yelling, parents keep telling to not disappoint them, siblings keep makings things harder for me, friends slowly distance themselves from me and worst i was in a relationship by that time. My emotion are not stable. I can say that i struggled very hard to makes things back to normal. Some were better but not all of it as good as it was before. I tried my best to catch up in my study this is what i regret the most.

Well, things happen unpredictable and keep tearing us apart, but remember that live have to move on. The awaited days arrived and things went smoothly as planned. Everyone was trying their best. But somehow i lost my bestfriend due to some reason which i prefer to keep it to myself. This is a lesson learn that high school teach me. 

So, dear form 5 student 2013, do start your revise earlier on. Do not take the risk to study at eleventh hour, believe me i know. It was a mess like hell which you wish not to go through ever. 

XOXO

I'm torn

I guess its normal for a teen to have this kind of feeling when you miss that one particular person who once mean the whole world for you but all of a sudden he became a stranger. weird huh, but that was the ugly truth. 

I really hate it when memories hunts me back. That unspoken break up really make me lost, confused, pathetic for waiting him day by day, and end up crying on bed every night. I missed him so bad, i really do. I heard he's leaving for his PLKN soon. Away from penampang, and away from me too. when he's back maybe i'll be leaving to pursue my study.  I hope that will helps me to move on. 

the beauty of mount kinabalu

Pengalaman mendaki gunung ni sangat2 lah best. tapi masa first pegi mendaki tu tak sampai puncak sebab masa tu musim hujan, dah la suhu kat gunung tu sejuk ditambah lgi hujan, perghh. mengigil habis. hahh.. so bagi yg nak plan pegi mendaki tu mesti plan bgus2 tau, mesti research masa yg sesuai nak mendaki. 

Tips bagi yg nak mendaki gunung kinabalu:

1. Kasut mesti jenis yang ada tapak getah supaya grip kuat sebab masa nak mendaki tu banyak batu2 untuk mengelakkan dari tergelincir semasa mendaki. Sebaik-baiknya kasut water proof
2. Stoking disarankan bawa 3 atau 4 helai agar kaki tak la terketar-ketar kesejukkan. plus klau kasut yg bukan 'water proof'' senang la air meresap kat kasut
3. Backpack disarankan bawa yg ringan (porter disediakan tapi dicaj mengikut berat beg/kg). tak kisah lah kalau beg tu ada tulis water proof lining ke ape, jangan percaya. sila lah balut dengan plastik.
4. Makanan memang disediakan tapi disaran kn bawa makanan untuk menambah energy semasa mendaki
5. Air pula boleh didapati di pondok2 perhentian tapi air dari tangki. so bawa la neutraliser spya tak sakit perut. tpi sepanjang masa mendaki tu takde lak yg sakit perut minum air kat sna.
6. Sarung tangan pula disaran kan pakai yg tebal dan ada grip getah.
7. Topi plak mesti ada. topi apa2 pun boleh sebnarnye cume yg time nak pegi puncak tu mesti pakai topi yg tutup muka. sebab masa nak naik puncak tu awal pagi jam 2. angin pulak kuat, sejuk sangat..
8. Seluar pula sebaik-baiknya pakai yg water proof (tracksuit pun boleh) and ada zip kat lutut untuk memudahkan anda guna 'yokoyoko' hehe.. untuk mengelakkan kaki cramp. tapi masa nak naik puncak haruslah guna yg 'air-resistant' and tebal.
9. Baju lak mesti yg tebal and water proof (boleh juga guna rain coat) 
10. Lampu mesti ada. sebaik-baiknya lampu kepala supaya senang msa nak naik puncak..
11. Ubat-ubatan pula bawa yg perlu. sila rujuk doktor anda untuk makluman lebih lanjut. 

#DAY1

ni time kami baru je smpai.

ni pula tgh sedia nak bertolak ke Timpohon Gate

~SELAMAT MENDAKI~
ni kat Timpohon Gate dgn kumpulan

#kat Timpohon Gate ni dah boleh rasa kesejukan Gunung Kinabalu tu, sejuk jerr tpi best

on the move

# masih boleh senyum lebar semua. hehe.. nampak tak aunty kat dpan tu. tu yg saya salute dgn dia tu.. dah berumur tpi semangat tetap ada. tu yang buat kmi tambah semangat naik gunung ni. 

sekian sja entry kali ni. ~stay tuned for part2 yaa~