I LEARNT MY LESSON

Years ago waking up as early as 5 O'clock in the morning was real like hell, as soon as i woke up i started my routine as usual. coldness of the morning sure give me that feeling where i don't want to get up, but getting a shout from my mum forced me to get my ass up and take the shower (who can sleep with her voices shouting every seconds). 

Well, as a Malaysian high school student we have to wear the same piece of shit uniform everyday. In the beginning of the year i managed to have breakfast before leaving for school, prepare my books night before going to school, finish my homework at home by myself and read some notes while waiting for uncle Joe (school bus) to fetch me at home. 

Just until in the middle of the years, i skipped my breakfast, searching for my books only in the morning, copied my friends work, and get honk by uncle Joe. This time around it is him who waited me. I became lazy and only did my revise night before the exam. It became a habits to me until the awaited days for all form 5 2012 student getting near. By then there are an improvement but not much to be proud of. 

When the days of the awaited day are getting nearer the shit just got real. The pressures are high, teachers keep yelling, parents keep telling to not disappoint them, siblings keep makings things harder for me, friends slowly distance themselves from me and worst i was in a relationship by that time. My emotion are not stable. I can say that i struggled very hard to makes things back to normal. Some were better but not all of it as good as it was before. I tried my best to catch up in my study this is what i regret the most.

Well, things happen unpredictable and keep tearing us apart, but remember that live have to move on. The awaited days arrived and things went smoothly as planned. Everyone was trying their best. But somehow i lost my bestfriend due to some reason which i prefer to keep it to myself. This is a lesson learn that high school teach me. 

So, dear form 5 student 2013, do start your revise earlier on. Do not take the risk to study at eleventh hour, believe me i know. It was a mess like hell which you wish not to go through ever. 

XOXO